...Back to Create your own Reality...

Wow...I must say its been a crazy new year so far. sever weather, ramp-id polls, angered politicians, confused voters, tornados, crashes, mass hysteria...welcome 2008! personally I am excited, freaked out, empowered and helpless... as we all know and feel, the accelerating race towards the paradigm shift has got earth in an upheaval! people far and wide are beginning to tune-in or tune-out. this really is the choice we must make. were all confronted with challenges in our manifestations and it seems extra amplified right now as our solar system moves closer to the photon band. but not to worry, its all getting better as its all getting worse! the important part is to remain committed, to our healing potential...Kundalini baby, the immeasurable life-force which forces us into our truth and out of ego-world. So since we have the luxury of creating our own reality, heres some projections. I feel we need to hold more space together, those of us who truly connect. like what if we all raised a flag with different manadalas for different interests and whatnot, so that we would know where we are, to connect and network. as much as I feel thats happening, still theres so many more of us out there, that aren't on zaadz or tribe who feel the same! I am ready to meet new people this year, and to really explore all options to manifest my touring circus trance-rock concert. as much as doubt, fear and worry wants to penetrate us and tell us to buy into to the "I'm not worthy" syndrome, its a false lie. we are worthy and deserving of anything we want as long as we are committed and honest in our practice and actions to achieve it. For me, being truly a kid at heart and finding it challenging to step-up as a "career women" I'm interested in meeting a maker who is willing to work with me on a deeper level of producing. not just a producer who looks me up and down and considers the multiple ways he can sell me, but one who sees inside, who hears my humor, senses my abundant passion and sees my true beauty. someone who identifies with my needs as an artist, who is willing to help me endlessly give all that I create and experience out to the world! the potential is so huge, and, on the same coin, so are all the costs and commitments involved. but these things do not intimidate me, they inspire me really, its exciting to be on the forefront of making time equal art and creation which generates money and abundance in endless forms! sweet!! bring it on, I am ready. so here I go back to Los Angeles, with my 13 songs, endless journals, blogs, pictures and notes...not a penny to my name, a broken down bio-deisel mercedes sitting at grandmas house, a cattle dog and a pretty rad wardrobe. of course my health, my vitality, my praise, my voice and my strength too. I feel pretty good, pretty scared shittless, pretty stoked, can't wait to fall into the right situation again where people can appreciate my many talents, as an ARTIST, not a raw chef, not as a healer, not an acrobatic...simply an artist. Alright, enough ranting, thanks for listening, and please know you all are part of making galactic history, please contribute any thoughts, facts or commentary you may have on the music industry, 2012, aliens, eco-touring, costume designer, business plan writing, sirus b, healing a very painful neck, trance-rock vocal coaches and ... becoming who you truly are. blessings space and earth beings alike, may we live in harmony and create for the future!!! GO BOLDLY ~:AYDRA:~