HERE, IAM

::Professionally I have been privately employed as a raw- primal-organic food chef and caterer for 3 years. I am also certified in thai massage. I practice and create space for aerial arts, yoga, acrobatics, prana, dance and firearts. I contain a long time passion and practice in creative writing, singing, musical composing, drawing, painting and beading, all out of sheer love and spontaneity of course.:: … ::Recently I have been told (channeled rather) that I must forfeit for need for money and material things in the name of my highest vision…until I need not take money from someone’s hands and still have all I need I am not satisfied. The spirit demands me to show up as an artist at any cost, even if it means not having raw bison and cocoa for the week…haha, but I’d still end up having these things because whoever Im hanging with is going to want me to prepare them!!!:: … :But really … taxing my creative juices at the cost of my art in the name of security! not worth it…. some of us have really wild imaginations which require alot of sacrifice to manifest…I didn’t ask for all this, I was assigned it, I showedup for orientation, I was prepared, I was willing…and I wholeheartedly assumed my position in the mission. : … :So, for me at least, its about the courage to trust and let-go completely while holding firm to the vision and craft with total confidence, I realize that it may not unfold in perfect harmony, that the universe is a delicate scale of order and chaos..I am here to test the balance, to find it from within, to hold firm while letting go, completely…: