So April is 'earth month' or whatever. Its so strange to me that just one month of the year gets uber attention placed around sustainability and green ethics. I suppose this is a slow changing process and its seems we are integrating consciousness around the topic of a collapsing world more and more each day. But in the meantime the pace is picking up and signs of the shift are showing up faster than whole foods or the sundance channel can keep up with. 

I must say some moments are really good while others are downright unacceptable. Like whats up with feeling as if the community we are all so intentionally building could give a shit about oneanothers evolutionary process. I get really feed up with people getting judged for taking risks. Were all playing this game together and some of us are ahead of others. But it seems to me- and I could be totally wrong- that they only way to collectively come together and achieve great things is to find our compassion, for all, even when we see need for improvement.

Wow...I must say its been a crazy new year so far. sever weather, ramp-id polls, angered politicians, confused voters, tornados, crashes, mass hysteria...welcome 2008! personally I am excited, freaked out, empowered and helpless... as we all know and feel, the accelerating race towards the paradigm shift has got earth in an upheaval! people far and wide are beginning to tune-in or tune-out. this really is the choice we must make. were all confronted with challenges in our manifestations and it seems extra amplified right now as our solar system moves closer to the photon band. but not to worry, its all getting better as its all getting worse! the important part is to remain committed, to our healing potential...Kundalini baby, the immeasurable life-force which forces us into our truth and out of ego-world. So since we have the luxury of creating our own reality, heres some projections. I feel we need to hold more space together, those of us who truly connect. like what if we all raised a flag with different manadalas for different interests and whatnot, so that we would know where we are, to connect and network. as much as I feel thats happening, still theres so many more of us out there, that aren't on zaadz or tribe who feel the same! I am ready to meet new people this year, and to really explore all options to manifest my touring circus trance-rock concert. as much as doubt, fear and worry wants to penetrate us and tell us to buy into to the "I'm not worthy" syndrome, its a false lie. we are worthy and deserving of anything we want as long as we are committed and honest in our practice and actions to achieve it. For me, being truly a kid at heart and finding it challenging to step-up as a "career women" I'm interested in meeting a maker who is willing to work with me on a deeper level of producing. not just a producer who looks me up and down and considers the multiple ways he can sell me, but one who sees inside, who hears my humor, senses my abundant passion and sees my true beauty. someone who identifies with my needs as an artist, who is willing to help me endlessly give all that I create and experience out to the world! the potential is so huge, and, on the same coin, so are all the costs and commitments involved. but these things do not intimidate me, they inspire me really, its exciting to be on the forefront of making time equal art and creation which generates money and abundance in endless forms! sweet!! bring it on, I am ready. so here I go back to Los Angeles, with my 13 songs, endless journals, blogs, pictures and notes...not a penny to my name, a broken down bio-deisel mercedes sitting at grandmas house, a cattle dog and a pretty rad wardrobe. of course my health, my vitality, my praise, my voice and my strength too. I feel pretty good, pretty scared shittless, pretty stoked, can't wait to fall into the right situation again where people can appreciate my many talents, as an ARTIST, not a raw chef, not as a healer, not an acrobatic...simply an artist. Alright, enough ranting, thanks for listening, and please know you all are part of making galactic history, please contribute any thoughts, facts or commentary you may have on the music industry, 2012, aliens, eco-touring, costume designer, business plan writing, sirus b, healing a very painful neck, trance-rock vocal coaches and ... becoming who you truly are. blessings space and earth beings alike, may we live in harmony and create for the future!!! GO BOLDLY ~:AYDRA:~

::Just want to mention this weather rocks! Utah is getting dumped on and I'm headed there Saturday! SWEET. Before I go however, I will be offering up a ton of raw chocolate, both regular and "medicinal". Please get in touch if your interested in supporting, they make great gifts wrapped and all with 'conscious messages' inside:: ............................................................................................................................ 'They say Those who know don't tell and those who tell don't know, but Lou wrote the Toa down so oh well' Mars18 I say Primal scream thearpy baby!!! A P O E T Y O U K N O W I T ::ITs getting colder...slowly, the earth is making her moves. All is in Time and Response to the Greatness which is the Sun, which is the Stars, which is the Universe, and the Universal Laws. Let us Accept, in this time of Great Change, all that will Shift before our very eyes. May we Gather as a Community and Honor those who came before us, the leaders, the saints, the Messiahs. We contain an enormous Gift, as the earth moves, as the solar systems spins, slowly within us too, is transforming, is coming out into Truth. And so let it be heard on High, that we step into the Future with open Hearts, open Eyes. In Love we co-create with the oneness which is Spirit. Let us Give and Give and Give, as we perpetually Trust, and Trust and Trust to Love, to Learn to Live::

::Professionally I have been privately employed as a raw- primal-organic food chef and caterer for 3 years. I am also certified in thai massage. I practice and create space for aerial arts, yoga, acrobatics, prana, dance and firearts. I contain a long time passion and practice in creative writing, singing, musical composing, drawing, painting and beading, all out of sheer love and spontaneity of course.:: … ::Recently I have been told (channeled rather) that I must forfeit for need for money and material things in the name of my highest vision…until I need not take money from someone’s hands and still have all I need I am not satisfied. The spirit demands me to show up as an artist at any cost, even if it means not having raw bison and cocoa for the week…haha, but I’d still end up having these things because whoever Im hanging with is going to want me to prepare them!!!:: … :But really … taxing my creative juices at the cost of my art in the name of security! not worth it…. some of us have really wild imaginations which require alot of sacrifice to manifest…I didn’t ask for all this, I was assigned it, I showedup for orientation, I was prepared, I was willing…and I wholeheartedly assumed my position in the mission. : … :So, for me at least, its about the courage to trust and let-go completely while holding firm to the vision and craft with total confidence, I realize that it may not unfold in perfect harmony, that the universe is a delicate scale of order and chaos..I am here to test the balance, to find it from within, to hold firm while letting go, completely…:

Yes, I am on the move once more. After spending an incredible summer up in Laurel I am temporarily in silverlake recording with a friend and waiting for the next big thing to show. Currently I am not working as much as I have been in honor of this creation process which is demanding attention right now, I am also working very hard training physically and I find when I spend 6 to 7 hours prepping (even raw foods) it surfaces old injuries. I am interested in working outdoors, tending to gardens, horses and other animals. I have much experience working on land and thoroughly enjoy being isolated. I make great company as does my very well mannered cattle dog. I also do make great food and would of course offer this as a primary incentive to anyone who would comfortably take us in. Foremost though, i am need of a space conducive to record and train physically for my touring circus rock concert. Like I would want to hang ropes and tissues to climb on ect... ideally someone with a larger piece of property or estate they need help with. With a handful of incredible references, reliable transportation and countless skills youd think it would be easy! but we live in a crazy time where manifestation requires patience. I am open to all ideas, opinions and offers. thanks for the support. My heart goes out to all who are wildly following their passion without a care to the reptilians in charge. Be well ~A~

This was on my home page and was written back in August or something... tnks, Aydra ... : M O R E : Thoughts on Divine Inter-ven-tion Al . che . mist: (as a noun) . . . ~One who is versed in the practice of alchemy, who has sought the elixir of life & the panacea or alkahest of the philosophers stone ... I think that to seek the universal remedy or solvent of the wizards craft, one must understand their own "base material". If we thrive on the belief that essentially we all contain the same capacity to transform our internal "mercury to gold" than perhaps we could truly understand what it means to "be one" and access "christ consciousness". It comes down to a willingness and commitment to expose that material, identify with it and understand the best way to approach the "change". ... More cleverly, it takes a balance of the chemist mind with artist, to access the intuitive while holding firm with the rational. "al-kemi" to the arabs meant "Egyptian art" it was literally the only form of creation known to this ancient civilization, one which, in my opinion, originated from aliens. So we can safely assume that we are undoubtedly connected to the cosmos through this medium (alchemy), and that both internally & externally we create from a mantra which says "through magic I can transform something small into something big". It promises that we are capable of more than we think. Looking back on cultures who practiced alchemy and "believed" in formula documented in code and symbol, we see unfathomable results, magic!. whose to say this is not still possible. Take bigger action! ... This is what I'm about....I guess. I want to continue to push to envelope. I am an alchemist, I instigate to create. ... ::: Mayan Gliph: Red Resonant Serpent ::: I spark new ideas and communities, I channel to inspire in myself and others, I seek life-force to survive and reveal hidden sensuality's through connections of the earthly and divine. ... The 13/20 is upon us. If we can identify with this coming future all war and affliction of the material world would cease. Time - T (E) = Art This mathematical ratio defines the 4th dimensional realm of synchronic order. Imagine a world where synchronicity can be mapped out through mathematical codes and patterns. If the universe is instinctively elegant and constitutes these patterns by way of what is natural and in Divine Order, then surely we can access it... through alchemy, through a sophisticated level of knowledge, power and intuition. I invite this new future with open arms. Bring it on ... December 21st 2012 11:11 am : The day of the return Agent Aydra Jenson AKA: M. AUDRIA ... http://www.maudria.com

Do people really read these blogs? Id love to hear from you if you do....point being if you check out the profile and feel you connect, get in touch! interact, share, this is the beginining of a new time and weve got to work through our fears, particurally those of free and honest expression...well, hope to hear from ya, check out my albums, I am in the process of updating and exspanding them all, looking for a sweet spot to charm and spread love, live and create. keeps your hearts open. much love, M. Audria, AKA Aydra Jenson of the starisx theory. Tuning out....

::Lately its occurred to me that not everyone truly applies all these surfacing conscious and green ideas that they talk about. It certainly wouldn’t be lately that I’ve realized many people don’t understand the way I lead my life…(70% cocoa), meaning that if being green is like eating chocolate, the darker the better. Placing intention and thought in every action, every dollar spent, immediate space, relationships, communication, silence, all adds up in percentage to your “conscious lifestyle”, and so I say its like chocolate, you gotta take away the milk and sugar to get to the good stuff….::: ::: Sometimes I sleep til 11am (only if I’ve been up til 4) which most find absurd but I rather prefer the night-time hours. Than I proceed to drink warm salt water with special herbs which I brew, do nail’s (this indian breathing that makes you shit), check e-mails, make a super-food smoothie and feed my cattle dog. Its interesting, I never start my day thinking “where do I have to be?” or “what do I have to do”. I thrive on the natural progression and flow of what “feels” right. Sometimes business just doesn’t feel right, its feels contrived. I suppose thats only when your just in it for the money, because money is a contrived concept…in any case, on with the day::: :::I live in Laurel Canyon now which is a busy town compared to Topanga. But I like to hide outside of the grid as much as possible. I may dig in some compost, write a journal entry, make phone calls, do some R&D and sparkle my place up. Theres nothing like a clean, controlled and loving space to create it.::: ::: Alright, I’m a artist, I can’t help it, everything I do is about co-creation, even business, its gotta be fun! Now on to lunch (probably by this time to some an early dinner). Good thing I’ve got cashew cheese, pate, raw salmon, and fresh salad dressing on hand otherwise I’d be prepping for a while, but in the case that I’m prepared I throw together some wraps and get on with it. chocolate, cheesecakes ready to sell, maybe see a client, take a run, swing from some trees, throw the staff, write a song, paint, draw, play, sing…good god is it really 3am? Now thats a day well lived.::: ………………………………………………………………………… :::I’ve been called many things throughout my life…rare, wild, unique, interesting, a home-maker, odd even, but recently someone deemed me a Renaissance women and it really resonated. I guess the idea of this is that I am constantly pro-creating, re-inventing, being a true alchemist, taking the natural elements around me and transforming them. within myself I feel the “base material” also change form, I feel my DNA evolving, my muscles grow tighter, my mind sharper, my heart more open..closer to Gold (take away the L…).::: :::And so I am eternally grateful for these days, this opportunity to serve the greater source and share it with mankind. I stay grounded while at the same moment lifting into outer-space. I hold vision to a day not do far in the future where worlds become available beyond this one, where our Time center equates to Art and Art to Abundance…which my friends, is already in action, its just takes a bit of a delay to manifest sometimes in this 3rd dimension::: Thanks for reading…